Am i cheating myself? ;

♥_♥

2009-08-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

Im falling in love with her

Im back !

2009-08-20T13:33:00.000-07:00

Its been super long since i last posted lol. I dont do this on a regular basis seriously im not a task oriented person so you wont usually see me posting on my blog.. yeah its pretty rare too..

My decision is very simple. I'll finish my studies and get the fck out of that fcking school and pursue my dreams, what are my dreams? i'll leave it to you to find out. Being a hardcore gamer doesnt stop me from continue living as an normal person. Play game at home = save money.

Thanks to V for accompanying me in CD :) You dont understand what i will also explain la. Explain until you know =D !

Seriously i really gt nth to say? You want me to post what i do at home isit? LOL.

Sure . Sleep - Eat - Play - Excel <--- This cycle.

But.. anybody wanna go watch movie on the 22th ? Saturday =O Leave me a tag .

Yaaahooo ~~~ Bye !

Busy busy !

2009-07-29T02:32:00.001-07:00

Woot, 3 days of prelim exams are over 2 more days left ! The papers were pretty simple just that its kinda boring after i finish the paper and i just sit there and stare blindly at the whiteboard infront of me ~~ . And i'll just fall asleep, So my msn is broken STILL and i'm so irritated from using ebuddy i decided to change to google talk o_o, For those who wanna add me but do not have google talk, you guys can download it from here >http://www.google.com/talk/

After downloading it just add me in it (: My email is LimpehUrFather Yah i know its a stupid name but who cares anyways?
Seems pretty happy but kept thinking about the past hmm.. nvm =D

Vercis: You dog >< Pls come googletalk D:
Aruki: Pls come googletalk :/
Cherie: Pls come googletalk ):
Charlotte: GOOGLETALK !
Zenri: Pikachi pls ? ): Google T_T
Angela: Jy for ur O's (: GOOGLETALK! rmb facebook arh (:
Xync team: Add me on googletalk might be inactive in msn (:

Okay nth else le BYEBYE <3

Im not confused. i've got my mind right

2009-07-19T12:14:00.001-07:00

How to Forget About a Girl

Remembering to not think of someone is nearly impossible. The idea itself is completely contradictory. However, there are times in our lives in which we often want to relieve a feeling or memory of someone else to ease our emotional stress. It is possible to do but also very difficult.

-Stick with your decision! At this point you are comitting to do one thing only... leaving the possibility of a relationship behind. If you cannot fully commit to your decision you will continually be re-establishing emotional feelings (the cause of your thoughts). You must agree with this decision! If not, then you are not ready.

-Limit your interaction with this person. Although you have feelings for this person, giving yourself time and distance away from this person will cause you to have less interactions and less thoughts. Giving yourself at least one week of minimal interaction is necessary but this varies from person to person. This WILL be difficult.

-Find a replacement. Your thoughts must happen. You cannot simply take away thoughts and have a day without them filled with moments of you sitting in a deep daze. It is the brain's function to think and a thought can ONLY BE REPLACED! You need to find a new hobby to fill this new void. The best thing to do is to get out with some friends while obeying step 2. Friends also have full lives and when their interactions mix with yours, you find yourself listening and learning many new things and ideas.
Do something! Again, follow step 3. If you are in a room with only a chair you have nothing else to do but think. But if you're on the move you think about your actions, so do something.

-Relax and try to have fun. If you picked an activity that is highly stressful, chances are that you are going to return to your "safe place" and recall your thoughts. Always remind yourself that you are moving forward and becoming happier.

Thanks wiki :] . Thanks pals who cheered me up.

Replies:
Charlotte: Hmm im free this tuesday we can meet :]
Natalie: You didnt even call me lulz
Vercis: Dota song ma xD
Zenri: :] :] :]

Sibei pek cek.

2009-07-18T04:05:00.000-07:00

I've not nothing to say.
-Silenced-

Oh my mother god :O !

2009-07-17T10:05:00.000-07:00

Hm, its like 1am and i'm bored so i dropped by my blog to update (: ! Is someone bad-mouthing me? lols :x i keep sneezing o-o. Oh ya and my brother's left arm got fractured ): stupid brother dunno how play monkey bar. LOL takecare bro, <3

Went to school, same thing revise revise revise -_- . But seriously everyday i go school 100% sure laugh. Funny jokers sia u guys LOL, Sha ren ya = Saranya? HAHAHAHA OWNED.

Got nth much to say actually, just broke off with kim. Sorry i really cant bring myself to love you. I thank you for all the love you gaved me and i wish u happiness along the way in ur life .

Replies:

Hazel - Linked
Cherie - Linked
Zenri Jie - Sorry for everything (:
Vercis - Sunday aimai outing?
Charlotte - Oie, saturday how?

Promises: Me Gerald Chong Jia Hao swear not to start another relationship anyhow !
Me Gerald Chong Jia Hao will not hurt another girl anymore in my life !

Goodnights peeeeeeps <3 !

Im soo soo confused :S

2009-07-16T01:02:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, decided to blog about several things which happen the past week (: !
Just came home from jogging with Charlotte didnt attend school for two days as i havent been feeling well for the fast week ! So i decided to just stay home and rest, Really pray that H1N1 stop spreading.

I had a great talk with Charlotte, shes a nice girl to talk to she understand my problems she share her thoughts with me and she cares for everyone around her. Thanks silly (: i own u treat to sakae ok? xD Not only am i sick, tired, stress and confused i finally found out what i want and what i will do. Wont slack around like a worm anymore (:

N-levels are around the corner about just 80 days to go! better study like siao le haha :x. Prelims are 10 more days! They said that prelims are harder and N level, Hmm so assuming i do well for prelims i can least worry for my N-levels eh? (:

I talked to my precious Zenri jie yesterday and sorry for all those things which i actually think i brought on upon you sorry jie :X wont happen anymore ! And Gwen you Fcuker,idiot,pest! Keep spam my msn ): . I block you email me -.- cute la ! LOL.

Haha :x home's been great with my lil bro jumping around and mother being reasonable. If you look from the bright side, life's actually great :D

Sorry guys, no pictures to upload cause no camera or phone to take hoho. Paiseh mans. Currently at Bleach - 210 And level 11 RC (: Still progressing. Also selling a red-black Animal bag usual cost $50 used only once email me if your interested okay? (:
to those who doesnt have my email its skylinezgtr@hotmail.com . Cya ! Have a nice day (: Pooffff !

Being random is the best.

2009-07-02T01:54:00.000-07:00

Ysabel -.- , Heres your MRT map .. diao

Out of no where suddenly ask me to post a MRT map in my blog lolx. Dont know how to search google ah :X

After school reopen cannot get used to waking up early, everday come home is confirm sibei tired. BO BIAN ! If i sleep in afternoon at night dunnid sleep liao zzz fcked up school timing. Really wish whole Singapore tio quarantined lol. My birthday's coming up decided to celebrate with friends on Saturday and relatives on Tuesday. Hoho so many peopel wanna celebrate with me ^^ .

Vanilla vs. Chocolate?

Few arguments have permeated our society like the debate over which flavor of ice cream is better, chocolate or vanilla. Virtual wars have broken out between friends and family as their dispute took a violent form in the frozen aisle of their local Safeway... ashamedly or not you have to admit you've argued over this before.

So the question remains, which is truly better? There are those chocolate lovers who would go so far as to call vanilla "plain" which makes no sense whatsoever. It's because it's white, isn't it?

On the flipside vanilla lovers have been accused of beating up chocolate lovers behind the delivery gates at Ben & Jerry's. So we've all got our issues.

Both are the base for numerous types of ice cream, both are considered necessary to the continuation of the human species. But which is better? You decide... if you can.

LET THE BATTLE BETWEEN VALINNA AND CHOCOLATE BEGINS!

Bored? Dunno what to do ah? Do these!

Blink wildly and then close your eyes really tight for an interesting light show
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
See a variety of blobs, stars and flashes. Try to make out shapes and see if your subconscious is trying to send you a message (perhaps that funny shape is saying, 'send all your money to urban75.com'?)

See how long you can hold a note
(Amusement Potential: 4-20 minutes)
Not that much fun, but it sure passes the time. Play with a friend, or try to beat your own personal best. Inhale deeply and then try and make a noise for as long as you can. Earn extra points for making your partner laugh or ending on an amusing note.

Try to not think about penguins
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
This is especially hard, because by trying too much, you remember what you were trying to avoid thinking of. If you try too little, you end up thinking about penguins anyway.

Use your secret mind power
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Pick a passing by and try to use your mind power to command them do something, like drop their bag or knock into someone. The law of averages dictates that sooner or later one of your mind commands will come true, so you can convince yourself that you really have super human powers and waste even more time trying them out.

Pretend you're a robot
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Walk down the street with mechanical movements, adding 'zzzzzt' sounds with each motion. Pretending to have a motor broken in, say, your left hand can add at least 30 seconds more entertainment.

Scratch yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Go ahead, scratch yourself now. Even if nothing itches, go ahead. Doesn't that feel pretty good?

Rate passers by
(Amusement Potential: 10-15 minutes)
Secretly award passers by marks out of ten as you go along, offering (unsaid) expert criticism over their clothing, hairstyle and footwear choices.

Repeat the same word over and over until it loses its meaning
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Pick a random word out of a magazine and say it aloud to yourself until it becomes a meaningless set of noises.

Pinch yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
What is pain? Why is it unpleasant? There's nothing physical about it - it's all in your mind. Plus, after pinching yourself for awhile, boredom will seem nice next to being in pain.

Try to swallow your tongue
(Amusement Potential: 1-2 minutes)
There's not much to say about this one. It is possible, but really stupid.

Pretend to be a car
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Make appropriate revving noises in your head as you walk along and add a racing commentary as you pass strangers in the street. Use blinking eyes as indicators for extra authenticity.

Make Star Trek door noises
(Amusement Potential: 1-2 minutes)
Stand by an electric door to a bank or something and make that silly "Scccccccchwop" sound heard whenever people popped on to the bridge to hang with Captain Kirk.

Look at something for awhile, shut eyes, study after image
(Amusement Potential: 2-5 minutes)
Another great time waster. It takes about 30 seconds of staring to create an after image, and the image is then viewable for about the same length of time. Fun to combine this one with pushing on your eyes.

Get yourself as nauseated as possible
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Best achieved by looking straight up and spinning around. Try to be so dizzy you can't even stand up. This is also entertaining due to the "makes boredom seem a lot better" effect (see "Hurt Yourself").

Invent a weird twitch
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Adopt a bizarre twitch (e.g. flicking your head irregularly, twitching with eye or busting out sporadic cough noises) and try it out when you go shopping.

Make a low buzzing noise
(Amusement Potential: 15-30 minutes)
Hours of fun in libraries! Keeping a totally straight face and looking nonchalant, make a low pitch humming/buzzing noise and see who reacts.

Bring a smile to everyone's face

2009-07-01T02:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not posting for a long time guys , my internet was down and been busy preparing school re-opening.

In the mean time let me finish this stupid survey someone send me.

All of the 14 person must do this quiz , unless (s)he does'nt have a blog .
Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head , then answer the question .

1)Kim♥
2)Vercis
3)Aaron
4)Jordan
5)Charlotte
6)Rachel
7)Jerrold
8)Xiang
9)Patrick
10)Genevieve
11)Laobu
12)Grandma
13)Brother
14)Maid -.-

01. How did you meet 7 ? [Jerrold]
- Primary school

02. What will you do if you and 13 never met ? [Brother]
- We see each other almost everyday lah please -.-

03. What will you do if 1 & 12 date ?
- I'll faint mans.

04. have you ever seen 14 cry ? [Maid]
- Nope.

05. would 4 & 11 be a good couple ? [Jordan and Laobu]
- LOL. HAHAHAHAHA Let you decide

06. Do you think 11 is attractive ? [Laobu]
- Duh, shes my mother lei ! XD

07. What is 2's favourite colours ? [Vercis]
- Idk..

08. What was the last time you talk to 9 ? [Patrick]
- 2 days ago.

09. What language does 8 speaks ? [Xiang]
- Chinese

10. Who is 13 going out with ? [Brother]
- Nobody

11. What grade is 12 in ? [Grandma]
- Paiseh no grade.

12. Whould you ever date 10 ? [Genevieve]
- No.

13. Where does 5 leave ? [Charlotte]
- Punggol

14. What's the best thing about 3 ? [Aaron]
- Bloody joker, caring and nice guy.

15. What would you want to tell 10 ? [Genevieve]
- Am i heavier than you already? :P

16. What's the best thing about 8 ? [Xiang]
- Childhood friend. Good brother

17. Have you ever kissed 5 ? [Charlotte]
- No.

18. What's the best memory you with 7 ? [Jerrold]
- Primary school times.

19. When was the last time you saw 6 ? [Rachel]
- 1 month ago.

20. How are 12 & 14 different ? [Grandma & Maid]
- One white one black.

21. Is 6 pretty ? [Rachel]
- Yes.

22. How did you meet 5 ? [Charlotte]
- 7 eleven. LOL

23. Is 1 your bestfriend ? [Kim]
- Shes my baby ffs.

24. Do you hate 12 ? [Grandma]
- Love die her !

25. Have you seen 4 last month ? [Jordan]
- Yah.

26. What was the last think you said to 3 ? [Aaron]
- What thing..?

27. Have you been to 5 house ? [Charlotte]
- Yah.

28. When's the next time you going to see 10 ? [Genevieve]
- Dunno.

29. Are you close with 13 ? [Brother]
- Yah.

30. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before ? [Jordan]
- Yah.

31. Have you ever been into a trouble w 8 ? [Xiang]
- No.

32. Would you give 2 a hug ? [Vercis]
- Siao gay ah !

33. When have you lied to 3 ? [Aaron]
- I didnt even lied to him.

34. Is 1 good with socializing ? [Kim]
- I guess.

35. Do you know secrets about 9 ? [Patrick]
- Yes :X

36. Describe the relationships between 12 & 14 ? [Grandma & Maid]
- Err. dk

37. Best thing about your friendship with 9 ? [Patrick]
- Always treat me :X

38. What's the worst thing about 6 ? [Rachel]
- Noisy -.-

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12 ? [Grandma]
- You siao ah ! xD

40. Does 14 has a stead ? [Maid]
- Siao ! LOL

41. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face ? [Kim]
- No way, punch her = punch myself :(

42. Has 2 met your mother ? [Vercis]
- Yah.

43. How did you get to meet 3 ? [Aaron]
- Sec school.

44. Did you ever physically hurt 2 ? [Vercis]
- Yes :) its fun XD

45. Do you live close to 7 ? [Jerrold]
- Can say so.

46. What's 8 favourite food ? [Xiang]
- Hokkien mee !

47. What kind of cars to 1 has ? [Kim]
- Dunno. Maybe toy car xD

48. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before ? [Patrick]
- Walk walk lor.

49. If you give 14 a $100 , what will (s)he spend it on ? [Maid]
- Confirm send money back to hometown.

Finally finished this dumb thing, i need rush urine T_T. kk anything msn me ba byebyeeeeeeee !!!! AHHH HELPP

2009-06-03T03:23:00.000-07:00

I was dead from my blog for about 1 week lol, sorry guys not dead yet. Was actually walking in Sim Lim yesterday ALONE. And saw this hawt Alienware Cpu.

Ah well, it cost $3,200 :\ Fuck mans. i got so many things i want, Yey! Yey! Just ordered a LG Viewty phone :D , Coming soon weeee ! So boring, nth much to post.
Guys my msn is broken anything tag me :) BBY KIMI <3 We'r back ! :D can continue our 'lasting date' ? :x

Going out soon~ Cya ppl

What have i done...

2009-05-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

Didnt really msn ytd, msn sot liao. Cant login, I really do have some problems i might wanna say out now. I was caught using my grandma's phone to settle some debts, i felt guilty real guilty. I dont know how to face her, i dont ever dare to say sorry to her. I just went straight to sleep after she came home,

Sorry kim, msn sot ytd needa logoff. Seen ur blog and everything already. Very sorry bout ytd. Feeling like shit now. Someone help?

I feel guilty really. I didnt see my grandma so disappointed in me before. Atlast im really sorry.

Pure misses <3 , Pure guiltiness .

2009-05-25T01:55:00.001-07:00

See my chio ring, gone =( , anws. posted this cause its nice! and i really miss it =) Blame me for being a 1001$ dumb fag who break it away and losing all i wanted not to lose haha gerald you're a idiot.

As for now, i really got nothing to say i everyday pass my days just like this doing nth. thinking about my past, missing my father many has happened. but im not going to give up, im the endurance pillar eh? =)

I miss you dearest. Im sorry for all the dumb fag acts i did to you. And yes, i still miss you. *points*

Since its abit boring here, shall post some mamapapa funny dam funny jokes. =)

Joke 1 :

A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:

"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!

xD

Joke 2:

One day, a father and son go camping and when they get there, the son's dad starts to smoke. "Can i have some, daddy?" asked the son. "Can your dick reach your ass" asked the dad. "Nooo" said the son. "Then you can't have any!"

Later that night, the dad starts to drink beer. "Can i have some, daddy?" asked the son. "Can your dick reach your ass" asked the dad. "Nooo" said the son. "Then you can't have any!"

The next day, the father and son go to the store, the son buys a lotery ticket and wins a million dollers. "Can you share that with me?" asked the dad. "Can your dick reach your ass" asked the kid. "Yes! Yes, it can!" yelled the dad. "Well then, go fck your self!"

Pwned. LOL!

2009-05-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

Got people complain say i dont update my blog sia f3, i got lo cause nth write ma wtf, So i went for the interview right? yea pass la :x gonna work this june ! omg $_$!! lame die, That car sibei hawt mans ._. . Buy it please someone LOL.

Stayed up for 51 hours to work on my Runescape server, Going to be done soon stop pm-ing me in msn saying when its gonna be done when!?!?! SHUTUP and wait. And sister dont wait for him alr la. Seriously go find someone bette or stay single.

Hmm i really got nth to say eh? Anything msn ask ba. Skylinezgtr@hotmail.com =] BYE!

LMAOOOS!

2009-05-19T15:42:00.000-07:00

Aww, credits goes to zenri jiejie for helping me with the new blog aha, except for the picture part ;x . Kay so yesterday which was Tuesday, i got questioned by some girl saying: Gerald! Why u always break!? u playboy !! ~.~ yeah yeah whatever shit lmaos, My replt to her was: Break = Play. Go count ow many times u break since u were a xiaomeimei dens. HAHA yawns ~.~ . being single really is good uh. Be single guys, Just advice f3,

Eating my breakfast now :B going for my job interview later on! wish me luck :D
And also, Jio-ing people to Zouk or st james this coming weekend! i got tickt :D

BYE ! IM LATE LMAO

Just forget about it.

2009-05-05T07:30:00.000-07:00

Hey all here to update again, its been 8 days without her still not accepting the fact that its true, Many people ask me to forget about her but i cant, Maybe its just cause i love you too much. Serene Lim, maybe you're seeing this post maybe you're not. I've not regretted the 29 days with you . Im sorry for neglecting u, Its my fault i lost you. People says you're a hongster/change cpl like bra, idc okays? Whatever it is take cares <3

Woke up at 2pm today, was late for exams omg !, Changed quickly cabbed to school. Lucky cher allow me to sit for exams :D thanks cher !

<3Alrights, bye :D <3